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It is so cold. Think it must be about -20 degrees Celsius. Right now it is difficult to believe that the opposite can exist. Tropical evenings. The definition of tropical is, I think, that it has to be more than 20 degrees Celsius.

I really don´t know who reads my writing. I know my father reads this sometimes. My family follow what I do. However, I write like it is my diary. I have learnt to be open. That is complicated, having a private and a public “gard”. Somehow, I have figured out that it is very difficult to have something private.

Tonight will be an early evening. Preparing for BodyCombat tomorrow. That will be really good.

Take care,

Anna

Today is the end of holidays. After some days off life is turning to ordinary life again. It is very cold in Stockholm. Snowy. Windy. Dark. And you have to be careful when you walk to not fall on ice.

So, no big news. All decoration is gone and I am thinking of plans further on in my life. Learning Instagram. My biggest challenge right now.

Anna

Time passes. Soon middle of January. Dark. Cold. Very cold. Some snow. Maybe skiing soon. I have started to think of a journey to Asia. Long time ago I travelled. Sweden is so dark and cold this time of the year so I miss sun. Life continues. Time moves on. Weather you like it or not. Time cannot be stopped.

Today I don´t have much to write,  so I just wanted to say hi and wish you a pleasant evening! That is needed right now. I have a soar throat that I need to take care of right now. Would like to go for exercise, but I have to cancel tonight. I have to follow my own advice that I give to people. Terrible this. When I really feel like going for training.

Anna

I am proud of what I wrote last night. That is a concentrate of thoughts, important thoughts. Maybe difficult to understand and need to be elaborated on. I feel very sad that I don´t have anyone to discuss with.

The world is changing. Recently, and I don´t know why, I have been thinking of history from the 1950´s and further on. This is important history that in a way is very sad, but people can learn from history, but if no one knows any history it does´t matter. No changes can be made. For the better.

Maybe this “for the better” need to be explained. I think that the biggest challenge to mankind is the so called “jantelagen”. People need to be happy with what they have. If you always compare yourself with your neighbor you will not be happy. I have been sad for almost my whole life. But I don´t show. I try to do the best out of my life, and I also try to share knowledge and compassion.

I feel very, very sad about my Lappish origin. This is why I have been thinking of time in terms of decades. Time has changed from 1950´s to now. My auntie has suffered due to her Lappish background. Lappish is the same as Negro. I am proud of being Lappish. I have carried a lot during my whole life, but people do not understand this. Even though I have white skin I am considered as black. This is difficult to understand but this is the truth. So I have carried a lot for Lappish people that is not understood due to bad education.

Today is different. Lappish people are divided. Different political opinions. What scares me is that there is no respect. Even though you have different political backgrounds you need to show respect to each other. You cannot force anyone.

I have a solid biological education. To really put it on the edge, there are various biological schools. There is still very much that we don´t understand. That makes biology very interesting.

I have solid values that I stand for. I show respect and I hope there will be mutual respect shown. That is, according to me, a good way of living. What are your keywords in life?

Anna

Have you ever thought of what has affected you to become the person you are today? Who you are. Influences. This is difficult to answer, and maybe I write about this in my book. I touch upon the subject, maybe I don´t answer, but I am very close. Because there are no simple answers. And, of course, what would life be without questions to answer. Rather dull I guess.

The years I spent in Gothenburg have shaped me a lot. Who I am today. And I am very grateful for that. Because that has made me reflect a lot over things. The academic world has formed me a lot. I have learnt myself that you have to ask questions. No just ask, but think of how you formulate the question might be most important. How to chose words. How to put them in right order. Because the answer is dependent on the content of your question.

And defend. Maybe a good defense is the most important. That you can answer your own and others questions. I don´t know, but what I wrote the other night has made me think of science. Metabolism. PAF.

Back to where I started. Who I am today. I am very grateful to life if I can continue to write. But I miss love. Life without love is not worth much. So my sweeties are very spoiled. Tonight I had tacos to cheer me up. This morning I was out of coffee so it was not a good start. Little, important things in life. Everyday life. I have been so hurt by some friends so I prefer to stay alone. If you once have been hurt you become careful. Don´t you agree?

Anna

Tuff training tonight. I needed to burn calories and I know I do that by cycling. It is always a challenge after some days off. To find balance again. Sports and home made cooking is the best way of balancing life. This feels, sometimes, ridiculous to write about since there are a lot of people of starving. But, in fact, this is the reality that many people face today. The so called metabolic syndrome is very common. Something that the drug companies are very interested in. Metabolism is, easily explained, how energy is transformed/produced in the body. Muscles etc need energy to function and there are various chemical pathways in the body producing fuel. Proteins, carbohydrates and fat have different energy values. Some are fast, and some are slow. This is, most probably, connected to… I could talk a lot about this. Speculate. But, not tonight. Another occasion.

Life, health and nature are my key words in life and I try to follow these words as much as I can. Health is my main hobby. How to have a healthy lifestyle. To balance. Goodies and training.

As you know I am not so good using computers, but I learn. Right now I am learning Instagram that I like a lot. So, I don´t know if you have seen the I saw a movie the other evening. I went alone since I cannot just stay at home all the time. I have a lot of catching up to do. Like French cinema a lot. I would like to watch a romantic comedy next time, I think. I would like to laugh and smile. Like the Chevy Chase movies I saw during holidays. Think a lot of families can recognize scenes.

Ok, all for tonight.

Anna

Or “God fortsättning”. Couldn´t find the right expression in English. I have been very lazy for a few days. Just my favorite hobby. Long walks with my sweeties. I really don´t know why I like it. Fresh air. Clear your mind. Maybe catch a glimpse of a deer, fox or an elk. They are talking about beer where my parents live but I don´t believe the news. I have never heard of a bear so south of Sweden.

The weather has been cold, some snow and windy. Tippa and Lady like walks regardless of weather. At least Lady. Tippa is rather old so she prefers to stay at home. They are so sweet. So as you can see, not so much sun these days.

2016. A new year. I have been thinking of this year. One of my main focuses is to continue with sports. During these days I have had some extra goodies, so I have to be careful. Moreover, I feel a bit sad that education is nothing to be proud of in Sweden. But, I will use what I have learnt to continue to write. To protect internet freedom.

Sweden, to be honest, is a rather isolated country. There are so much happening around the world that I try to follow. A lot of people fighting for normal, basic life conditions. A lot of people trying to figure out what happiness is. I try to smile. I try to be happy within myself. To smile inside. And if my inside smiles, my outside smiles!

I help my parents with little things, so I made some cinnamon rolls for them. Tasty. A new year has begun.

Anna