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Since I don´t have any statistics I don´t know if there is anyone reading this. Today I bought a new computer because I write so much. And I use the freedom of internet.

I have thought a lot about what I wrote last time. It is a summary of a pharmacological Cinderella fairytale. I love pharmacology. I have always been interested in pharmacology and I will see how I can continue to contribute.

I have had problems with the internet today. Hackers probably. Scary.

Since I have a new computer I have to upload old photos etc. I bumped into this photo. If you ever go to Sweden you can see this photo on a 100 SEK bill. It is a beautiful garden with many medical plants. Nice cafe as well.

Since I am single, I just cannot stay at home. You have to expose yourself to new situations and environments. I feel sorry for being single. But there has to be a man out there for me.

I think of all my sisters going through the same journey as I do. Dating. Bad guys. Not being serious.

I have to wait for a long time.

Meanwhile I have to enjoy myself in the very best way I can. It is very boring to be alone. Waste of time. But what do you do. No choices. So, sisters. I know what it is like. And don’t forget to wait for a nice man you love. And maybe, most importantly, a man who loves you.

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

I am now in my room where I grew up. Yes, I have read many evenings here. I remember my cousin saw light in my window when she walked the dogs at night.

My lecture is divided into two parts:

A. Social aspect of womans biological role

B. Health economical aspect

My life is in the hands of biology. I have tried to make the best I can out of my life. I have tried to live my life as ethical as possible. Since I am in a fertile age, I cannot help stop thinking about fertility. It would be interesting to know how fertility teaching is in school. I really hope that men learn that women have a biological clock. This is natures decision.

Unfortunately, since men don’t have the same pressure as women, men should somehow learn how it feels to have this biological pressure. A big task for school is to learn pupils to respect nature. Men must learn to take care of their women. Fortunatley, this don´t apply for everybody

Personally, I feel a lot of pressure. It sometimes is so overwhelming so I just quit thinking of having a familiy. Dog is still mankinds best friend. It is somehow, a way to protect myself of going under. Since I always have had dogs, I know that I can always count on them. And they love walks!

How can we make men understand that women suffer a lot of the knowledge of the biological clock? And that love is a keyword.

Preserving fertility like I have done is definetly not a guarantee.

You can give nature a helping hand with a careful and sensitive tone. In that way there is a responsible development of cuiriosity.

Yes, this is a candle light lecture. A room in shadow with ideas waiting to be tested and challenged. I love the way the candles follow the slow wind.

Let’s continue.

Since I have a human platform, I consider womans social situation first. I have many sisters that I know have the same thoughts as I do. So sisters should help each other. Collaborate.

Pause.

Second part.

The second aspect is from a so called “wealth of nations” aspect.

When a drug is developed in a pharmaceutical company it is not just to make a new drug. One important aspect is to see if you (frankly) can make any money. There has to be a market.

The same rules apply to an egg bank. Yes. It is an egg bank. And I do not find it unethical to have an egg bank. An egg bank makes it easier for an industry to get the most out of their employees. And maybe, most importantly, it generates a lot of money for society in general. I have read and listened to some research that support this view. We need new tax payers

This is all for now. See you soon!

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

Kanske kryptiskt skrivet. Men på något sätt så sammanfattar det hela mig just nu. Jag får ibland bara ett starkt behov av att stanna till för att livet inte ska gå vidare i fel riktning. Reflektion. Självrannsakan. Oerhört svårt och jobbigt. Utvecklande. Tufft.

Det kan man kanske inte tro om mig. Men så är det ibland. Så har jag alltid varit. Inneboende driv. Hjälper mig att samla styrka, fokus och framförallt koncentration. Svårt. Utmanande.

Dessutom är jag på diet. Så jag känner mig verkligen som en… Ja, vad ska jag säga. Nunna kanske? Kloster. Ja, det var det där med impulskontroll. Att tänka efter före. Tråkigt? Ja. Dygd.

Diciplin.

Självdiciplin.

Mognad.

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

(PS. Skrev detta igår, men det försvann. Antar att hackers har sportlov…)

Again, proud of Swedish cross country skiing! I have no words. Just that I miss snow in Stockholm.

Focusing a lot right now on getting into good shape. A big challenge. You may know that I am found of sweets. Huge chocolate craving once a month… Yes, that is true. I cannot have a life without chocolate, that is for sure. But I am trying to reduce my consumption of sweets, which is very difficult.

My project right now is to write about my candle light lecture. And spinning.

Je t’embrasse,

Anna

Hi there, long time no see.

I am so happy to read about the Swedish cross country team achieving a gold medal today. Feel sorry that we don’t have any snow in Stockholm. I do a lot of exercise anyway. Every day now. And that means that I get pretty tired. Takes time for the body to recover.

Tomorrow spinning. I don’t understand why I am so found of music and sports. However, it is known that they stimulate your brain reward system. Makes me feel good.

Je t’embrasse

Anna