To be private but not too personal is so difficult since I don´t know who reads this! Ok, I just have to accept that I should write what I think of. I am rather open, and I hope I can continue to stay that way. But to share my private life, and my thoughts about true love, is difficult because that is so private.
It was a few years ago I went for date. Now I have started to go for dates again since I don´t wan´t to stay single for my whole life. Relations are difficult and sometimes scary. I feel like I am Bambi on ice. Thin ice. However, the change in climate helps. It is summer now, and the warmth is so nice. Makes me relax.
It takes time to build a relation. My challenge is that I think of the relations I have had before and it is so easy to fall back into that role. My life is different now, and I have to start from now and future instead of looking back. I follow my gut feeling a lot. Finding someone to like should not be a job interview. But, I will soon find some questions that I need answers for. In a way, it is good, because I learn something new about myself. With life experience comes different ways to see and interpret life from various angles.
I definitely know one thing. It has to be a man who like sports since I like exercise so much. It is important to have some common interests, I think. Will write more later.