Since it takes time to return to my ordinary life, I do a lot of exercise. I miss my mother and I cannot help that. It is only time that can heal, and also training. Maybe it is only me feeling this way, but these are my feelings facing a loss of a family member. To continue life I focus on exercise. I have started to run a little but my time per kilometer is lousy. So, to raise my motivation I decided to participate in “blodomloppet” in about a month from now. My favourite is Hässelbyloppet but that is usually in October. I know I get a lot of energy from these kind of events, so please join!