Hi again! So nice to see you. I am happy. Weather is good. I am just about to make a cake. Easy one. More or less just to have a cosy home. I have stopped to make food at home. Maybe just for a while, just because it is boring to have dinner alone.
I had to tweet yesterday and this morning. Didn´t like that. But internet freedom is important for mankind. Human being rights.
I am now focusing on my life forward. I am single and that is the way it is. I have been subjected to very bad rumors. I don´t like to use this word. But I hate when people lie. I have been single for many years now. That is my life. I am looking for a man to fall in love with. A good man. So I am single and I will stay single. Accept that. Please accept a woman’s right to her own life.
Early. Very early. But a very beautiful morning. Blue sky with a few clouds. It is a very nice time of the year. Several months waiting with beauty. To see how nature is changing slowly into green and colors. Flowers. Do you remember the smell of fresh roses at the end of July? Several months til then. But time passes quickly.
What do I do now in my life? I still focus quite a lot on exercise. My greatest hobby. I have lost several pounds and that is a big change for people who see me. I have noticed that people are not used to see me in this size. To be honest, I am also surprised when I try my clothes.
Why are people afraid of change?
That is a question with many answers. A very interesting question if you speculate from a biological point of view. What is natures meaning of wanting no change? You know what you have, but you feel unsafe when there is something new. Comfort zones.
A lot of people are afraid of change. And, since I am raised in a biological school, I find answers in biology. I always try to find an explanation. However, maybe some questions should´t be answered? Just let them stay as they are. But, somehow, that is human nature. If you face something you don´t understand you need to find answers.
My personal challenge right now is to stay at this weight. I would also like to loose some visceral fat. Ok. I admit. It is good to have some energy saved. Like camels you know. If tuff times are ahead, it is good to have some energy.
Visceral fat is not so good because that is dangerous fat. Very unhealthy.
I have also spent quite a lot of time with family. That means that I haven´t written as much as I would like to. But, it takes time for my book to mature. Quality instead of quantity.
This is something I try to focus on every day. To lead myself. This is difficult. Right now I work quite a lot on changing habits. That is connected to what I wrote previously. You know what you have and that is good. And to change something you already are satisfied with is maybe against biology. I don´t know. But your brain is so used to a habit. It is like a high way. Easy to follow. But to change to a different road demands energy. And the body and mind like to save energy.
Ok. Maybe this is difficult to understand. Will try to write more on this difficult topic. Habit.
I close this writing session by showing you something very personal. Think I got this from my aunt. She has served the UN for many years. Or maybe I got it myself when I visited the UN. Personal leadership is good, but sometimes a guide in life is invaluable. I miss a guide in my life but I will choose my guide myself.
Lots of love from Anna
I have had little vacation so this weekend I am going to see my brother. I am in south of Sweden. Rain. Tired. But happy. Just writing a few words. Nice to listen to the rain outside the window. Will go for training early tomorrow. Looking forward to that.
So, just a few words tonight. I like flying a lot . Wish I could go faster 😉
Like catching moments in life. Above is a sign I saw. Beautiful.
Today is my day. Annan dag påsk. I have huge problems with hackers. I suppose these are attacks by nerds, not having anything else to do but to destroy. Get a life.
I work on my book. Almost finished. This is the first time I write a novel or a roman. Don´t really know what it is called. I like my book a lot. During this time, I have learnt that it must be difficult to be an author. When I write I must be in a certain mood. I like to give a sense to what I write. If you are a professional writer you have to write all the time. I cannot do that. I don´t have that skill.
I am still at my parents house. My sweetest has been subjected to an attack. Her fur is cut so I do not recognize my sweetie. She is unrecognizable but her hair will grow back. Jack Russel fur should be picked, not cut. The hairdresser know that. So they did this on purpose. Why do people want to destroy?
I helped my parents to make some cinnamon rolls for their coffee. Something sweet for coffee. Fika. That is really Swedish. To have coffee or the with something sweet.
Ok. I show you this cinnamon roll picture to tempt you to make a cake or something today. Or, why not waffles? I will make that for lunch!
By the way, do you know what con is in French?
Wishing you a very pleasant day!