Author Archives: Anna

Confession.

I am singel and have lived alone for several years. This is not fun. Not at all. However, life experience has thought me that this is the best of my choices. I hope I will find a nice man one day. Or rather the opposite. A man will find me. I have stopped searching. Somebody who cares about me. Men should go to school to learn how to treat a woman. It is so easy.

To be kind.

Kindness is not all. There has to be attraction. Like the laws of nuclear science. Electrons attract positrons that make love chemistry. Something you cannot put words on but might be explained by using mathematics. Complicated. An unsolved equation.

Love can never be forced. Probably only described in poems. That is beautiful. That is why I love Shakespeare. Have you watched the wonderful movie “Shakespeare in love”?

Yes. I have met men. And I don´t really know how to explain, but somehow they do not want me to be happy. To have a happy life. Even though it is over. Can you tell me why? To let go of me.

I feel good when I see people happy. People focusing on their own lives and not other lives.   The grass is always greener on the other side. Right or wrong?

Questions of life.

Love. Maybe the biggest question to understand in life. I am not sure I will ever have an answer. Most probably the answer will vary depending on time and environment. I´ll see if I can explain love in a poem. To catch the sentence. The spirit. The best way of explaining love.

Take care and have a nice day!

Anna

Rather late night. Stockholm was beautiful today. Such nice weather. I appreciate tiny pieces of life. Those are the best parts of life. Sometimes you just have to learn. Learn how to enjoy your daily life. Just because that is life. Not to think so much about future and to focus on right now. And not to forget that future is important. Just as history. Balance again. And again.

Ups and downs in life are also something to learn. How to handle “a not so good day”. Try to remember a good day. How it feels. And to keep that feeling.

I would like to write more. Writing has become a way of expressing myself. Long time since I wrote a poem. Soon again I hope. Time changes a lot. Or not?

All the best from Anna

Yes. I am up early this morning. Wrote on my book last night, and I must admit that I got stuck because I need some more information. I just cannot makeup things. Unfortunately. I need to go an watch a court scene live.

I is chilly in Stockholm. Windy. You just feel to stay at home. Light some candles. Have some tea, and relax.

I listened to some music last night and I found a Bruce Springsteen CD. Depending on occasion, some music is more beautiful. Streets of Philadelphia is so beautiful. But also very sad. So I got a few tears. Don´t like to admit, but ok. Now I have.

Yesterday, I went for a walk to find some new clothes. I have lost some weight so my clothes do not fit. This is a luxury problem. But I suppose this a Western world dilemma. There are people trying to find food for the day, and I need new clothes because I lost weight. See what I mean?

I have written a lot on the internet. Almost like a book. To get new energy I sometimes watch this recording from Sergel Plaza. This was when Michel Jackson passed away. A tribute to him.

I just love to watch the spontaneous dance. Wish that could happen more often. People need to have more fun!

Anna

Another week’s work is over. Went to a skincare course yesterday about REN. That was close to Sergels torg in the centre of Stockholm.  So I am a little tired tonight, preparing for training tomorrow. I have a dangerous chocolate craving tonight so I keep telling myself that I will get rid of those calories tomorrow. To not feel bad about having chocolate. Compensation and body balance. Female load.

My very best memory from this week is my run. Refreshing. I think of that, makes me feel good.

Have a pleasant evening!

Anna

Wednesday evening. I am happy – I did my first outdoor training this morning. It was cold and very refreshing. A good start of a day in the middle of the week. To be honest, it was so cold so I had to start to run earlier than planned. It is always very nice just to walk for a while before I start to run. To have your mind set. Just to take a breath. Watch what is going on. Watch a town wake up. People busy going to work. People running just like me.

Since it was the first time in several months I had to be careful. Not push to much. Just enjoy. I did not bring my phone so no pictures :-(.

Next time.

When I run I follow my pulse status. Just to keep track of myself. It is very good for the heart to work for a while. To make it stronger.

Now, I am at home again. Working some on my book. I need to know more about how lawyers work. Told you previously that one of my favorite shows was “Law of Angels”. Difficult to write about something you don´t know much about. I would like to be close to truth as much as possible.

Yes, that is my day. Tomorrow work again and I will join a course in the evening. Looking forward to that!

Enjoy your evening,

Anna

Hi there. Little rainy in Stockholm. Have you noticed that it is already March? Mornings are getting brighter. Light. There is something special about Scandinavian light. Especially during summers when light never disappears. It is beautiful. Energizing.

I was going for an eye-check up today, but unfortunately it was cancelled so I have to postpone. To cheer me up I bought some beautiful flowers. Flowers make me feel good. I am now working with the last pages of my book. Seems to be the most challenging part. Since I have never written a book before, it takes some time to figure out how to write. I also think about what I would like to say with this book. What is my take home message? It is about life. And life is difficult to talk about. Or define I should say.

To save time I wash some laundry in-between. To think about something else. Like to have a cosy home. My life right now. And I am looking forward to sport tonight. Focus on stretching this evening.

Lots of love from Anna

I feel that I should write a little something. A weekend is over so fast. Work again tomorrow.

I have taken care of myself today. A lot of training. Bodycombat, Energy and Yoga. I also started a “sport twitter account”. That is just a reminder. To give myself a degree of the training. Some days are better and some days are not so good. And you need to adjust yourself to the shape of the moment. A always ask myself: how is my body today? Can I challenge myself to 100% or do I need to aim at 80%?

I have had little focus lately on my book that I am writing. Will write some tonight.

Sweet dreams

Anna